Hopelessness in Hoping for the Best

by Never I

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Tommy Yeargin
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Tommy Yeargin Saw these guys perform for the first time the other night and I got to hear this live. It was an unreal, spiritual moment. Now, hearing this song on recording, it still has that same feel. I can't wait to hear more from these guys in the future.
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smg2224 You guys are awesome! Not only do you play an amazing/captivating show, your music is on point.
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They say it's wrong to hate myself
But I would hate me if I were anyone else

Shatter every mirror
I can't stare at failure

It seems so clear
I don't want to live here and breathe this air
It tortures me that you ran so deep
Depart me from this waste
I've found hopelessness in those that kept me hoping for the best
I will bloom, a flower in the sun
Forever seeking purpose, though left with none

I will bloom, I will wither

Break my bones
Tear my skin
I'll never feel pain worse than this

Breathing in this change
I've got to find a way out of this mess
You're an old breeze, one slow to come but quick to leave
Finding closure is closer to hell than reality
I'll just wait again, patiently by that evergreen


released March 1, 2017
Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by Drew Price
Artwork by William Wallace



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